The Tankgewehr

I almost lost it completely today.

almost...I'm not sure how long tho.

shit, all this is getting to me.



If I was young, I'd flee this town
I'd bury my dreams underground
As did I, we drink to die, we drink tonight

Beirut - elephant gun

We have been warned

Happy Bday me!

Great weekend with nothing in particular.

Was given a nice Mgmt CD too.

Anyways, I got some gems over the past week.


Moscow Olympics - Cut the world

fuzzy, dreamy and delicious.



Kashiwa Daisuke - April #2 & Program Music I

epic, melancholy and beautiful.





Toe - New Sentimentality & The Book About My Idle Plot on a Vague Anxiety

precise, free-flow and restless.






Yuichiro Fujimoto - The Mountain Record

intimate, delicate and lo fi.


Quiet thoughts and quiet dreams
quiet walks by quiet streams
and a window that looks out on the mountains and the sea,
oh how lovely

- Antonio Carlos Jobim Corvocado(Quiet nite of quiet stars)

No, we don't want to hear the sound of a draw

so here we are at the end
the war is over
there's nothing left to defend
no cliffs of Dover
so let us put down our pens
and this concludes the test
our minds are scattered about
from hell to breakfast

-Andrew bird Simple x

Reasons why I wanna go Fuji Rock Festival

We live on a mountain
Right at the top
There's a beautiful view
From the top of the mountain
Every morning I walk towards the edge
And throw little things off
Like car-parts, bottles and cutlery
Or whatever I find lying around
It's become a habit
A way to start the day

I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you

I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you

- Bjork Hyperballad

Brick

There are times when we're just not ready...we made our choice.

Live High Up.
Climb up High

You're a flower
You're a river
You're a rainbow

- Nujabes Reflection Eternal

little baby nothing

Everything has a reason, an excuse, a circumstance and 2 ways to describe the same entity.

I chose one.

No one likes looking at you
Your lack of ego offends male mentality
They need your innocence
To steal vacant love and to destroy
Your beauty and virginity used like toys

My mind is dead, everybody love's me
Wants a slice of me
Hopelessly passive and compatible
Need to belong, oh the roads are scarey
So hold me in your arms
I wanna be your only possession

- Manic Street Preachers feat Traci Lords Little Baby Nothing

simple arithmetics

"What you're having is a creative outburst"

"Write, draw, get a new book and read, go shopping, drink... keep yer hands busy"

yeah yeah, all this melancholy is probly a phase.

However, for as long as I can remember...

Anyways, did Feist won a grammy?

"one, two, three, four,
tell me that you love me more.
sleepless, long nights.
that was what my youth was for.
oh, teenage hopes
arrive at your door
left you with nothing,
but they want some more
oh, oh, oh,
you're changing your heart.
oh, oh, oh,
you know who you are.
sweetheart, bitterheart,
now i can't tell you apart.
cozy and cold,
put the horse before the cart.
those teenage hopes,
who have tears in their eyes.
too scared to own up
to one little lie."

- Feist 1,2,3,4

The Long Road Home

It's just one of those days where u wake up realizing that you didn't exactly left the bullshit that was happening in your life the last 10 years.

It's just been different faces, different places, different paths that leads to the same destination ... same ol scenario, nothing's really changed.

I feel lost today, this feels vaguely familiar...

I thought I've left you only for you to come back haunting...

Shit.

"How about some credit now
Where credit is due
For the damage that was done
We have wrought upon ourselves and others
With this blow, and vicious gun
And although pratfalls can be fun,
Encores can be fatal"

- Andrew bird Heretic